要考试啦。。

再过几个星期就开始考试了，我没做到任何准备。。哎，我几时才可以变的努力一点？？算了，这次的成绩，唯有让上天决定了。。自从当上副总后，很多人一直问我，当上了这个职位好玩吗？其实什么叫做好玩啊。。。日后还要被那“巫婆”虐待。。！！

明天将到 botanical garden 去 duty，去陪孤儿们玩游戏。。老实说，我觉得这挺有意义的，但是明天会累死我啊。。去完 botanical garden 后，还要去补习。。希望补习时不要打瞌睡啦。。

我接下来应该都很少上来这里写东西了。。

懒惰嘛。。

好事？坏事？

很久没上来涂涂写写了。。其实我很想把最近发生的事都写上来，但，上来了又懒得写。。哈哈哈。。

在 22/7 那一天，校长宣布了明年总和副总学长的人选。。我很意外的当了副总！！！当时我还没清醒过来，但心里也很清楚以后要面对的事情，烦恼多得是。。不管怎样，希望我们大家能合作，不要被那“魔女”打败。。！！！我真的有够恨她了。。

最近我感觉像是被老师针对，唉，怎么会有人只听一方面的话，就相信了她！！或许她的演技太好了，让好多人上当。。我们无辜的一群，就这样无缘无故的被人误会，讨厌了。。
不管再怎么解释都没用了。。
因为每个人都相信她。。！！
不要再说她了。。再说只会气坏自己！！！

又要考试了，我还没做好任何准备。。可能这次也是死定了。。没办法。。！！

我，就是懒惰。。！！

哭了。。！！

今天休息节时，我和几位学长被叫到校长室。。原本还以为发生了什么事，原来是interview。。唉，我就是那么幸运，第一个进去。。！！问了一大堆问题，心里开始越来越紧张！！我的英文烂，但却偏偏要用英文回答。。

我哭，不是因为被“她”骂，是对自己失望!!! 需要见校长的学长里面，可以说我是最差的吧。。！！没人“强”过我了。。又是第一个进去！！是我经不起考验，是我弱。。我没用！！我没资格！！

不知道真相的人，一定都觉得，原来一副严肃的脸只是挂牌而已，事实上是那么的弱！！！

“一个人心里想什么，没有人会知道。。” 这句话是要告诉单纯的朋友。。在这世界上，不是每个人都是那么的善良。。！！！

人心难测。。

Michael Jackson ~~

其实一直以来，Michael Jackson 并不是我的偶像，知道他死了，看了他精彩的演唱会，才发现，他原来是那么的有才华，有魅力。。我看的那场演唱会，当时的他还很帅，即使觉得他不帅，也会被她的魅力，才华给电到。。。

You Are Not Alone ~ Michael Jackson

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone

Why, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

Akon ~ Sunny Day

Who'd ever thought that I would see this day...

Where I would see my ghetto life fade away...

Cause I was lost and couldn't find a way...

And now I look forward to every day...

(welcome to my sunny day)...

Block don't stop always stayed hot...

No matter how the seasons got...

I still remember when they took me away...

Kept it on lock

den I got cuaght

den I realised dat I had to stop...

Den I took the time to explore a better way...

Searched high and low, so close, yet so far to go...

I just know, there's a sunny day

Who'd ever thought that I would see this day...

Where I would see my ghetto life fade away...

Cause I was lost and couldn't find a way...

And now I look forward to every day...

Welcome to my sunny day...

My sunny day...

Everyday...

A better day...

Welcome to my sunny day...

My sunny day...

Every day...

A better day...

Welcome to my sunny day...

On my way to my holy place to pray...

Give thanks for every blessing given to me...

I know there's more to see...

more to me...

no more living in misery...

Cause this is how I visioned life to beee...

Searched high and low, so close, yet so far to go...

I just know, there's a sunny day

Who'd ever thought that I would see this day...

Where I would see my ghetto life fade away...

Cause I was lost and couldn't find a way...

And now I look forward to every day...

Welcome to my sunny day...

My sunny day...

Everyday...

A better day...

Welcome to my sunny day...

My sunny day...

Every day...

A better day...

Welcome to my sunny day...

不要啊 ！！

听很多人说，政府像是要换条规了。。本来17岁就可以考驾照，但要改成20+岁才可以考驾照 ！！我的天，那明年我依然还是住婆婆家，没得开车去学校了 ！！！怎么那么倒霉啊，什么东西都是遇到我这一年！！ 衰死了。。！！

现在唯有希望政府不要换条规，要换也后年才换啦。。！！！

天啊，保佑我啊 ！！！

幼稚的家伙

今天真是倒霉的一天，但也让我体会到，所谓考试前都没读书，可是考出来的成绩却是那么的好。。！！我以前也是考试前都不读书，可是成绩会比一些很努力的学生来的高。。这是我幸运。。！！！但这次不同了，我比以前努力，但成绩却比没读书的来得烂。。！！！这是他们幸运吗？还是我倒霉？？

这次的成绩让我很失望。。！！尤其是我的chemistry,明明可以拿到我觉得满意的分数，但却拿不到。。说起原因都会很生气！！！

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想要告诉她：

我不会被你看衰的，我知道你是大小姐，不对不对，是大少爷才对。。都把你的性别给弄乱了，真不好意思。。！！ 别嚣张，你还没资格。。！！你吃的，喝的都是你爸妈给你的！！你有什么资格骄傲。。？？！！有种的话，以后我们再来拼啊。。相不相信我拿钱压死你！！！

真是小人。。！！